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Jan. 7th, 2005 02:49 pmTo those of you who are on my friends list and who know me in real life.
Yes, I am going through hell right now. It has nothing to do with any of you. I just would like to be left alone right now.
Please pass this on to anyone who has my other journal name, as I don't want to update that journal anymore. There is too much mess on it.
I wish there was a definate answer to everything. I get it, okay? I get the point of the fairy tale. It's just the confusion and the turnarounds and the fighting. I just think we should stop this all and do whatever is wanted.
Of course, not what I want, because he comes first. Usually I am selfish and I want myself to come first. But this time he comes first. I am giving him time alone. I GET the point of the story, okay?! That is not what I am saying.
Maybe I just need the time alone.
Yes, I am going through hell right now. It has nothing to do with any of you. I just would like to be left alone right now.
Please pass this on to anyone who has my other journal name, as I don't want to update that journal anymore. There is too much mess on it.
I wish there was a definate answer to everything. I get it, okay? I get the point of the fairy tale. It's just the confusion and the turnarounds and the fighting. I just think we should stop this all and do whatever is wanted.
Of course, not what I want, because he comes first. Usually I am selfish and I want myself to come first. But this time he comes first. I am giving him time alone. I GET the point of the story, okay?! That is not what I am saying.
Maybe I just need the time alone.